NOT THIS WAY

Stayed up another late night via coffee

I was a sorrowed nice guy

All my tears came out with the sun

I’d never left myself so undone

Far away, a million years so it felt

I hit the bottom like a knife fight

I lost one too many times I hit the

bottle in the nightlife

No one ever got in my way

So I chose to make my mistakes

Even though I know it was fake

I never wanted it this way

Good times so I thought sometimes

I found the room half alive when I got there

Stayed home, another wasted night

I saw my worries in the mirror drive

Oh what a scare

I don’t know how I ever got this way

It must have been all of my dark days

My concerns were my every night

I drove the car home, barely on my own might

No one ever got in my face

So I chose to not embrace

Mused by the thoughts I would take

I never wanted it this way

I never wanted this

Can someone help me out

I never wanted this